Well I know it has been awhile since I have written anything, and I will try to not do that anymore. So, Sunday was Michael's birthday, we had cherry cheesecake just like he always asked for, I made 2, one for him and one for us, that is how he always wanted it to be, lol. We had some of his friends over and released some balloons. We spent the day just hanging out and remembering him, His best friend brought some pics that he had found on the computer.
But I want to share a story with y'all that my mom, Michael's nanny, told me....
She has a picture of Michael on her night stand, next to her bed, and she told me, every night when she goes in her room to go to bed, the bulb is unscrewed in the lamp, and this is EVERY NIGHT, so finally she says, "Now, Michael, we can't be doing this every night", and as soon as she said that, the light bulb burst. See I knew Mikey would find his little ways to let us know he is still with us and around us.
I really miss him, and that will never change, right now my heart still hurts, more and more, I guess it will change over time, I do not know, I'm learning as I go......
I will start keeping up with this again...I promise, lol
I love you, Michael, See You When I See You.......
