Ok so first of all let me say, Mikey, I love you and miss you so much, you could never have imagined how much you are loved and missed…
Well today is one year since my son has passed away, I miss him more than ever, every night when I go to bed I tell him how much I love him, I talk to him during the day and even though it has been a year, I still lose it every now and then…
In the beginning I wondered if it gets any easier, but I already know, it doesn’t…and I don’t want it too, why should I get the easy way out, he didn’t.
It just really makes me sad that the people that were supposed to be his friends just let him die, that still gets to me every day, he was such a beautiful and amazing person, he was so giving and helpful to everyone he knew, even the idiot losers who basically killed him, but I know even he would forgive them, that’s just how sweet he was….i don’t know if they were just jealous of him or if he knew too much, there was a lot of bad stuff going on there that he knew about….
Anyway if you didn’t have the honor of knowing him, boy did you miss out, he was so amazing, and yes I do take a little of the credit, since I did raise him, lol
I just wish I could hug him one more time and tell him I love him. But I know if I had that chance I wouldn’t want to ever let him go…
I know I will see him again someday and that will be a happy day and I know has the most beautiful smile in heaven and God must have needed a very special person and that’s why he chose Michael…
I love you son, and miss you more than I can ever express…
See You When I See You
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