Yes Michael's life ended way to soon, he was supposed to grow up, get married, have babies with the love of his life, but that will never happen, but I did hear that a certain someone got married, well, isn't that nice, and only four months after her boyfriend passes away, partly because they just let him die.......I highly doubt that she will ever even read any of my blogs but oh well, it just really bugs me that she never once tried to give me an apology or tell me her version of the story, you know, we have heard so many, one more can't hurt, and I know I need to move on, why not, it seems they all have.......i just wish the low life that took his wallet had the balls to come forward and and give it back, but that wont happen because EVERYONE in that house or who used to be in that house is low life scum and not worth the dirt on the bottom of my shoes........
OK Sorry, i had to vent, now i have another funny memory from the kids childhood that i would love to share with y'all, and even though most of them involve Bethany, I swear, baby girl, I am not picking on you, lol...so here goes......
It was summer time, and I was still married to my ex husband Richard, we were all at my step daughter's softball practice, well, Bethany and Michael and I think Jeffrey too, had gone over to another part of this field to play, everything was going good, we were all having a great time, not before I tell y'all what i happened, I need to explain something, so you will understand the story, Michael and Jeffrey were both born with an immune deficiency (for those of you that didn't know this), It's called bruton's x-linked aggammaglobulinemia, and they had to get an IV every month, so to make it easier, since i did it at home, they both had mediports put in, and part of the tube was in their neck, now this was in their vein but you could still see it a little, i mean you could tell where it was, so now here they are all playing and i can see Michael, in the distance, walking toward me, and as he gets closer, i see that he has his hand on his neck, over the spot where the tube is, the next thing i see if RED, running everywhere and his little back is covered in it...BLOOD!!! omg I freak out because the first thing i think is, that he has somehow cut his neck and the tube or something and he is about to bleed to death, then here comes Bethany scared to death, it seems he was aggravating her so she popped him in the back of the head with a rock and that;s where all the blood was coming from. So we all load up in the front seat of the truck we had, and rush to the hospital, all the way there, Bethany was crying and kept saying, I'm so sorry momma, is he gonna die.....we get to the hospital and he just has to have 4 staples in the back of his head and the nurses gave him the nickname Rocky, lmao. he was fine and so was Bethany.
It's just little things like this, that I look back on and smile, and I know he is smiling with me....
I love you Michael, See You When I See You.
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